Waking up this morning is another one of those dreaded mornings I have had a few times too many over the last 5 years. It is the morning that you realize you're not going to be able to wake up to the wonderful "routine" you've had for the next couple of months.
It is THE morning where you wanna knock your head for booking your flight ticket too early.
It is THE morning where you wake up and REALLY don't feel like leaving.
It is THE morning where you wanna scream at your bun for not turning the world upside down just to come with you!
It is THE morning where you cherish every moment, every second with your loved one(s) (eventhough you're only leaving for 2 months?).
It is THE morning where you realize just how much you're going to miss that special someone very very much.
BUT, I am going back to see my family and I'm ecstatic! But you know when you have found your other half, you don't feel complete if he's not there even if you have your most favourite people around you?
I'm just being a drama queen, I wish I can have everything and I know I'll be devastated to leave my family when I return to NC in a few months and THE morning where you wake up............starts all over again.
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